Signing Off

It’s been a while since I’ve made an entry here on my website and in turn Facebook and Twitter. Life has been rather difficult as of lately, but I’m truly trying to improve my current situation. I’m trying my best to work on my mental state and live the life that I want to lead. […]

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Dark Clouds

Sometimes in life it feels like you’re standing in the middle of a storm. Surrounded on all sides by large dark clouds. Life can really turn into quite the shit-show at times, especially if we let the storm grow until the point of breaking. It’s like the metaphor of  the snowball rolling down the hill, […]

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Crumbling: My Life In Pieces

I’ll catch you when the next sunset comes around. That was essentially my prerogative for as long as I can remember. And if you caught me in the dark you’d see parts of the real me, until the night wore thin and we’d all shuffle off to our little holes in the wall. It was […]

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To My Teenage Followers

I don’t know how many people under the age of 18 follow my WordPress account or sister Facebook page; if there is a way to do so, somebody please let me know. But now that I’ve started a Facebook page, the teenagers playground, I want to write a post directed primarily at people under the […]

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sonder n. the realization that each random passerby is living a life as vivid and complex as your own—populated with their own ambitions, friends, routines, worries and inherited craziness—an epic story that continues invisibly around you like an anthill sprawling deep underground, with elaborate passageways to thousands of other lives that you’ll never know existed, […]

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Where to now

When we are finally sober; where exactly do we start. I suppose I’ve never really touched on this topic in my blog. If you were in the grips off addiction like I was, you more than likely feel like you lost a lot of yourself and a lot of years:  your character, personal ideation, personality, life; […]

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Good Morning

Good morning/evening folks depending on where you are in this world, I hope you have an excellent Friday, whether its morning or evening for you. If things get a little too chaotic and you’re a little overwhelmed remember this picture, it made me laugh and I hope it’ll brighten your day as well. I mean […]

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Cosmic Uncertainty

We’re here and then we’re gone; Our lives but a stones throw against the water, a hop and skip across the fluidity of time before our momentum is lost and we break the surface to sink into its depths. I’ve heard people say when looking at a tombstone that it isn’t the birth or death […]

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My Escape Mechanism

This entry is inspired by Anthony Bourdain’s recent departure from this world. Back years ago when I was fully in the grips of addiction alongside my depression I could never shake the feeling of wanting to be somewhere else. Someplace that nobody knew me, who I was, what I was. I always had this feeling […]

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