My mind changes so much I can hardly trust myself. I truly hate social media, and I suppose that’s why I wanted to delete what I had started. But my irrational urges to do so really had no connection with the page I created. I so strongly desire to live my life free of the […]Read More False Alarm
Things get a little tense here at times. So here’s a little something to lighten the mood; I present to you Peaches Muhgee. I adopted her probably four months ago and registered her as my emotional support animal, but I think I’m more so her emotional support human! It’s not always easy to blog/manage my […]Read More Peaches Muhgee
The last time I was here I had somebody very special with me. A love of my life; somebody to share the warmth of my bed. Somebody I intended to marry. This time it is only me (and my dog); Peaches Mughee, little bit of rhyme action there for you good folks. It’s lonely. I […]Read More Happy Father’s Day
It seems every day my website traffic through India outweights ever other country that views my blog, sometimes even leaves my home country in the dust. So just saying a big HELLO, INDIA!. This post doesn’t have a point really, just giving you guys a shout out! Thanks for reading; hope you are all doing […]Read More Hello, India!
We humans seem to think of ourselves as permanent beings; infinite in the grand scheme of things. We interact so tangibly with life every day and go to bed every night thinking that there will always be another day. “Well, I didn’t get around to it today, I’ll get to it some other time.” Sound […]Read More Our Greatest Delusion
This is a secondary entry to my last post regarding the pain we can cause others due to our addictions. So often we as addicts unintentionally hurt those closest to us; And depending on the circumstances, sometimes there is no reclamation for the damage we cause. For me, this was the end of the best […]Read More When your own addictions hurt others; Maybe Forgiving yourself isn’t the answer. PART 2
“Imagine”, the song, was originally written and vocalized by John Lennon as a solo project. It encouraged listeners to imagine a world undivided by all the things that have and always will divide humanity; religion, ideals, culture, fictionary boundaries, and etc. On down the road, A Perfect Circle picked up the song and decided to […]Read More Imagine – John Lennon, the cover by A Perfect Circle
Since beginning this process, my journaling and introspection has been the greatest key to my progress. Counseling has helped, so have medication changes, but truly trying to understand myself has been the key to overcoming the addictions that have controlled my life; You have to learn to be completely honest with yourself, and it doesn’t […]Read More Self reflection; The addicts greatest enemy and only salvation.
Advice about how to change the world from someone whom should least likely offer their opinions on the matter, ironic isn’t it. My view of the world for the longest time was very cynical, it was hard for me to see the light in what seemed so encompassed in darkness. The society we live in […]Read More How To Change the World: Or atleast maybe your own
It’s funny how so many of us as adolescents, full of wonder and creativity jump face first into the world; full of dreams, goals and the greatest of intentions. Not really knowing what to expect but eager to experience the unknown. Like being terrified as a child to jump off the bridge into the creek […]Read More Like cogs in the wheel of life, some of us just don’t fit quite as well; A brief history of my life as an addict, lost love, and my path towards sobriety.