Life has never been easy, not for me or you. We all have our personal struggles and vices, this is why sonder is such an important aspect to always remember. We don’t know what people are going through, and neither do they know what you are struggling with. We all get frustrated, angry at times, […]Read More Moving Forward
Hello Friends, It’s been a year now since I sought out on the path of ridding myself of my addictions and leading a sober life. Now it’s been a little over four months since I’ve freed myself of the hell that is benzodiazepine addiction. What a terrible year, something that I truly cannot put into […]Read More My Current Status: Struggling with the desire to return to drug use and my mental health
We as humans are so cognitively predisposed to view time as a tangible thing, whether in the present or our pasts. We all too often grip so strongly to the past as if it actually physically exists, all the while letting so much of the present slip by us unseen and unnoticed. But time and […]Read More So, Life goes on
Since beginning this process, my journaling and introspection has been the greatest key to my progress. Counseling has helped, so have medication changes, but truly trying to understand myself has been the key to overcoming the addictions that have controlled my life; You have to learn to be completely honest with yourself, and it doesn’t […]Read More Self reflection; The addicts greatest enemy and only salvation.
My time spent using etizolam was nearly a complete blur. It was one of the darkest holes I had ever found myself in to date. When I finally realized what I had done to myself, I knew I had to find a way out. For those of you that don’t know, etizolam is technically a […]Read More My Benzodiazepine Recovery: An update on my benzo taper and current status