Every day seems harder and harder. I’m so close to being done with my benzo taper but it’s become a tremendously difficult task at the end; It was like I could see the light, but now it seems farther away with every turn of the world. It’s been almost 8 months now and I can’t […]Read More It’s Just Life
Love is one of the most beautiful things in existence. It can make you feel like a balloon so elated and floating away. It can also be that same balloon struck by a needle and exhaling its last bit of life as it swirls around the room eventually to wither and lay lifeless. Along with […]Read More Walking Her To Her Car For The Last Time
The last time I was here I had somebody very special with me. A love of my life; somebody to share the warmth of my bed. Somebody I intended to marry. This time it is only me (and my dog); Peaches Mughee, little bit of rhyme action there for you good folks. It’s lonely. I […]Read More Happy Father’s Day
As we all likely know, relationships can be difficult; especially when you are dealing with addiction and depression issues. Mine led me to destroy the best thing that I had ever found to date; I broke another persons heart along with my own. This is my personal binding chain of shame and my own self […]Read More All Apologies: The ones spoken and the ones we never get to say.
In life we all make mistakes; some of which we can come to terms with and others remain beyond reclamation. In my opinion, the worst mistakes are the ones in which we accidentally hurt other people, whether physical or emotionally, in the process. Specifically in this post I’m talking about causing another individual emotional distress […]Read More All Apologies: The ones spoken and the ones we never get to say
I know this is a public blog; and I’d like to preface this to my slim following, obviously considering the title above, this is dedicated to my parents. I’m sorry for being so absent for the past 8 years. It has taken me far longer than necessary to remember where I came from. I apologize […]Read More A Reclamation Project; This is dedicated to you Mom, and Dad if he is reading along as well