False Alarm

My mind changes so much I can hardly trust myself.  I truly hate social media, and I suppose that’s why I wanted to delete what I had started. But my irrational urges to do so really had no connection with the page I created. I so strongly desire to live my life free of the […]

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Signing Off

It’s been a while since I’ve made an entry here on my website and in turn Facebook and Twitter. Life has been rather difficult as of lately, but I’m truly trying to improve my current situation. I’m trying my best to work on my mental state and live the life that I want to lead. […]

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Dark Clouds

Sometimes in life it feels like you’re standing in the middle of a storm. Surrounded on all sides by large dark clouds. Life can really turn into quite the shit-show at times, especially if we let the storm grow until the point of breaking. It’s like the metaphor of  the snowball rolling down the hill, […]

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It’s Just Life

Every day seems harder and harder. I’m so close to being done with my benzo taper but it’s become a tremendously difficult task at the end; It was like I could see the light, but now it seems farther away with every turn of the world. It’s been almost 8 months now and I can’t […]

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Don’t Just Exist: LIVE

Living life day in and day out, seemingly the exact same days over and over; repetition. Over and over, ostensibly existing in what we call our lives; Sometimes the day’s drag but the older we get the faster time seems to fly. As adults all too often our lives become so structured. Ding, Ding, Ding; […]

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Crumbling: My Life In Pieces

I’ll catch you when the next sunset comes around. That was essentially my prerogative for as long as I can remember. And if you caught me in the dark you’d see parts of the real me, until the night wore thin and we’d all shuffle off to our little holes in the wall. It was […]

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Take a Seat and Enjoy the Ride

For the longest time I lived my life stuck in my own head. My thoughts swirling around, zipping through my synapses; but they never left the place of their origin. I was so introverted that I let so many opportunities pass me by. So much life that I could have experienced, but didn’t because I […]

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